Trust the process.
Aug 26, 2025 12:26pm
I have no clue what’s to come of this whole blog thing. Honestly i saw Cole started one and i thought it was such a dope idea cause of all that you can do with it. Post lyrics, thoughts, videos, even unreleased music. I see how it works in the long run and for me, since I’m someone who doesn’t really say too much it’s probably one of the best ways for someone who is interested in whatever i create or do, I’m hoping it gives that person something more to grab onto. I’m honestly not THAT interesting of a person 😂 I’m more of the relaxed out the way type. And what better way for people who don’t know me or even the ones that do, to get to know me just a little bit more. Not too sure how often I’ll even post to this but just like everything else it’s gonna have its time and place. I’m still in a learning stage when it comes it not being hard on myself. I’ll get in my head, start to wonder how the world may look at me. And i’ve wanted to be famous since i was a kid. I clearly didn’t understand what came with it then, and the world is so crazy now idk if i even want it anymore. I guess i do cause i like attention. And you can’t be anything nowadays without some sort of eyes on you. Idk. i just want to focus on being a good role model. Fame or not. Attention or not. That’s all i really need to worry about. Just a little reminder for myself to never forget where i came from cause my moms would whoop my grown ass in front of everyone if i acted like i didn’t know any better. I say that because I’ve felt myself slipping out of character at one point and in hindsight, i don’t like it 😂 honestly. It’s because I’ve been myself before and in some cases it’s gotten me in a position i didn’t want to be in. So i felt like i needed to change to be accepted.
It’s weird how i want to be open but i can feel myself pulling back because im over here like “what’re they gonna think reading this? I’m probably not even making sense.” Hopefully one day it will all make sense 😂
Idk, im also just excited to be doing what im doing. I got my website set up, i got some new music I’ve been working on. Everything is just slowly getting better and regardless of my own insecurities and low self confidence at times, i just want to push through the resistance and not live in my own fear. Of course im still being scared as hell but oh well, only time will tell. Let’s gooooooo
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